Boys, Crushes, and Crickets! Oh My!

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Scratch out "crickets" I just had to have a third thing in the title XD

Boys, yes. When I created Devin, he would resembled whoever I liked at the time. Because when I like a boy, I'm too shy to tell them. But with Devin, I could make a couple video or picture with the two, kinda expressing my love for whoever I liked at the time. First, I liked my neighbor, armydude809 (yes, but he knows that now) Then I started dating this real *BLEEP* (sorry, I cuss at times) He was such a jerk. I dated him after I liked armydude809. He was a pretty good boyfriend, until he dumped me for no reason. I was planning to break up with him because I wasn't really ready for a realtionship (this was two years ago) I was kinda mad, but I got over it and liked armydude again. To be bold, I've actually liked him for a while now. But he got a girlfriend, so yeah, I was like "Well, screw that." I didn't like anyone starting 8th grade, but when I transferred, I met someone.

My Real Life Devin

Yes, I finally met him. My real life Devin! And his name is Devin! I'm kidding, no his name is *BLEEP* Yeah, not telling you XD But he is so cute, he is sweet, and he's funny. We met eachother and he was so nice to me. I actually started liking him right there on the spot. But not like a REAL crush. Now that I started hanging out with him, everytime I see him, I feel empty inside, my hands get all clamy, and I start sweating. I have never liked someone this much before. I haven't asked him out because the others say he has a girlfriend but some say he doesn't. A ton of girls told me he liked me a lot, but now, I don't know who to believe. *breaks down and goes to a corner* I like him so much, but I don't want to tell him! We just met two weeks ago! I really don't want to ask him if he has a girlfriend- You might as well write "DESPERATE" on my forehead! Augh, I don't know what to do! And what's worse, none of my friends are talking to me, except Tweetie. If the rest of you guys are reading this, talk to me more! Please! I need advice now, and just because I transferred, that doesn't mean you guys arn't my friends anymore! I love you guys like sisters and we help eachother in need, so please, help me out with this.

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Okay, now that I'm done with that, I'm guessing this blog is over. So, yeah, peace ^^